Psalm 34:18 The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit

This post is not an easy one to write, especially with the one directly below it. Last Monday, our world was forever changed when we found out our sweet Baby on the way did not make it. I miscarried at 12 weeks and have to have a D&C done Tuesday. Our hearts our broken and words cannot express the sadness we have in our hearts for our sweet angel baby we will not be welcoming in September. I have bad days, but as the title of my post says, the Lord is close to me. He has given me peace in the healing process and I take comfort knowing our baby is in his arms and we will meet him or her someday. We welcome any prayers! We have decided to wait a little while before trying again, but we are still determined to give Anderson a little brother or sister God willing. We miss our Angel baby everyday and I will think about him or her everyday of my life. We love you baby and we cannot wait to meet you in heaven.

3 months

I have made it to the 3 month mark! I am still in disbelief that we are having a second baby and I could not feel more blessed. This pregnancy is similar and different from my first, I have been very blessed to have very little morning sickness. I must admit this pregnancy is already flying by! We only have 8 more weeks until we find out the sex, and we will be having a gender revilement party for everyone so all of our family and friends can share in our excitement. Anderson is now 18 months, close to 19 months and already so helpful! He knows that the baby is in my tummy and can point to it and say baby. He cleans his room when we tell him to and he just loves everyone so much. There is not a shy bone in his body and we could not be more blessed to have him as our little man. I have pictures to post and they will come a little later! Thanks for checking in and I will keep everyone updated as much as I can!