Woes of this working mother....

 Today is just going to be my pity party day I guess....Sometimes it just sucks to be a working mom, I have so much I want to get done and do and there is never any time to do it all! Literally since January I have been trying to build up my PTO so I could possibly take a week off this summer to be with Anderson, but things keep coming up forcing me to take off and I have no time left. I have been sick, Bradley has been sick, Anderson and mom and Hunter......it seems like it never ends! I hate that I have to leave Anderson with the sitter when he is crying for me, and I hate that I cant be at the hospital by my mom's side right now. I hate that Anderson is seeing less and less of me due to different obligations. I love my job and am very blessed to work with great people, I just wish I had more TIME! I guess that is all for this rant, now I will ask for prayer requests! I pray that God will be with my mom and ease her frustrations and cure her Crohn's, I pray that God would somehow heal little Lucy and let her be a normal 5 year old without having the worries of a cancer patient, I pray that god would give me more patience! I am sure I am just feeling what many other working mom's feel, we are tired exhausted and want to be everywhere at once and the person that everyone can depend on. Frankly I am burnt out, but I would continue doing it everyday if I made the life of my husband, child, and family easier.

"God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, Courage to change the things I can, And wisdom to know the difference."

In other happier news our little 7month old is getting so big! He will go back to the Dr. when he is 9 months so I look forward to see his growth from now until then! He is so close to crawling it is scary and he is starting to pull up on things! He says DaDa all the time now and he pretty much only says Mama when he is crying (which is NOT very often). We are still teething but no closer to cutting a tooth! I am hoping some will be pushing on through here soon! Life is hectic and as much as I would love for it to slow down a little, that doesn't seem to be happening! So thank you for checking in and we LOVE YOU!